Last Love Letter

Last Love Letter to the person i considered my soulmate…

When you come into my life, I told myself I would love you and never gonna hurt you…

You were my bestfriend, my love, my everything

‘Till one day, you came and said, “I’m sick, I’m afraid, I can’t stay with you any longer”

I refuse to believe you at first, but when i saw those tears fell down your cheeks, it spell out the truth about how you really feel inside, you were deeply hurt, yeah, I know.. I was hurt too..

You can’t even look straight into my eyes when you said,

“It was too late!..”

My life has change at that very moment..

I just saw my self on bended knees yelling…why?

I was down completely, but I had to be strong for you… at your worst.. | was there…

Until the day has come for us to say goodbye… I knew it, but I just can’t accept it…

If only i knew that was the last time, I should have held you and never let go.

The kiss, whisper, and embrace… It was the last… I can feel your arms falling down slowly, I know your gone.

We always thought our love was enough for us to last, it was a sad ending, its Gods will..

I know your happy now, wherever you are… and me, here I am hurting, broken.

Those fifteen long months its all gone now…how can I forget? how can I start over once again?

I’m sorry if you see my life falling apart… I know I can get you back and i wont seeing you for the rest of my life.

It’s more than a month now, this has been the longest month of my life, the most painful time I ever had…

The sadness of the night brings back the days we had, the time you let go of me, and the moment I surrendered you…

Even the silence reminds me of all the sorrows, the pain, and my hopelessness.

Let me suffer in silence, ’till I get over you, slowly, I can let you go and I will be me once again…

I will keeping my promise, I will move on but you will always be a part of me…

Hear me say this, one last time… ” I have found the essence of my life, I have discovered a world that’s beautiful because of you.”

My love, my misery… I’m letting go of you now.. It’s time to set myself free…

This is the hardest thing I will do, ’cause I still love you.. and this love this is all I Have…